23 listopad, Manchester
-Dobry wieczór Manchester! Jesteście gotowi na mocne widowisko z Machine Gun Kelly! Tak? To lecimy.
[America]
I screamed at the top of my lungs
But my voice couldn't save this home
You're proud of the guns you hold
What's left now? Where can we go?
[Machine Gun Kelly]
I had a dream that the world changed
And for a minute there was no pain
Instead of presidents and old sayings
I heard lyrics from Kurt Cobain
Then I wake up to see the world's ill
Oceans tainted from the oil spills
How many kids have these wars killed?
How many families can't afford bills?
I wish that I could let the world know
That it's okay to let the pain show
And even though times seem bad
It always rains before the rainbow
[America]
I screamed at the top of my lungs
But my voice couldn't save this home
You're proud of the guns you hold
What's left now? Where can we go?
[America/Machine Gun Kelly]
(I think we all)
We all need a little more love
(I think we all)
We all need a little more love
(We just need)
A little more love
(The world needs)
A little more love
[Machine Gun Kelly]
In my hood money equals power
And in the world money controls everything we believe in
I can see we're in our darkest hour
Cause it feels like the government just as crooked as the police
I spent the weekend catchin' up on the news
A girl committed suicide after she was bullied at school
Cause some dudes told her she wasn't cool
But you would rather gossip about a famous person breaking the rules
I'm confused, tell me is my life's price worth the jewels?
They told me fight night I'm supposed to lose
Just cause in hindsight, they don't like my type
White boy with some rhythm and blues
[America]
I screamed at the top of my lungs
But my voice couldn't save this home
You're proud of the guns you hold
What's left now? Where can we go?
[America/Machine Gun Kelly]
(I think we all)
We all need a little more love
(I think we all)
We all need a little more love
(We just need)
A little more love
(The world needs)
A little more love
[America/Machine Gun Kelly]
You can give up like they tell you
Stop like they tell you
Be scared to dream for the top like they tell you
But I'm tryna tell you, fuck what they tell you
I think we, uh,
And in these dark times,
As a part of a generation they claim can't be saved,
It's important to know we're not blind,
We see the truth through blue and dark eyes,
And I would rather die on my feet than live on my knees
If I can't live free.
Right now in the world we just need a little more love.
[Machine Gun Kelly]
Turn my vocals up, alright
I wrote this song as a message for help
On behalf of anybody finding their self
I wrote this letter to numb your pain
'Cause everyday I wake up, I'm feelin' the same
I got issues just like you got issues
I've been hurt, I seen the scar tissue
If I showed you, would you run away?
Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay?
Do I, even need you, should I leave you?
Do I, gotta be you, just to please you?
Do I, say I'm all good, when I bleed you
Through my heart, quit tearing mine apart
[America]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best
[Machine Gun Kelly]
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up
'Cause life is about...
Aight check this out
Life is about makin' mistakes
It's also about tryin' to be great
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It's all in us, I can speak about it, 'cause I did it (true)
Ladies and gentlemen, here's the exhibit
It's my life, look a little closer, you could see the highlight
Gold ain't always golden but I told 'em
Look at all the years I've been waiting for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the morning
Tell me could you love me?
Tell me could you love me?
Tell me could you love me if I told you…
[America]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best
[Machine Gun Kelly]
This song's for anybody, yeah
Who feels like I did
Never the cool kid
This song's for anybody
Who fought their way through
Always remain true
This song's for anybody
The one's who trying to get it
The one's who dreaming and live it
This song's for anybody
This song, this song, this song, this song, this song, this song
[America]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up
'Cause life is about
[Machine Gun Kelly]
I've been watchin' you for some time
Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes
[America]
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
Your ocean eyes
[America/Machine Gun Kelly]
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
[Blackbear]
Yeah, yeah-eah-eah
I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go
I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road
I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone
(213) 267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow
I'ma make this fetty, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I never would forget you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Look me in my eyes, tell me you ain't a part of me, no fair
[America/Machine Gun Kelly/Blackbear]
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
30 listopad, London
-Witaj Londyn! Wiem, że czekaliście na ten koncert bo jest tu ze mną dziś moja najlepsza przyjaciółka i mamy zamiar zrobić najlepsze show na jakie nas stać. Dobrze ją znacie. Panie i panowie, powitajcie Victorie Santangel!
[America/Victoria]
We're staying all night
We never slow down
I think we better do it like we're doing it now
It's been a long time
Since we've been around
So come on, let's keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it
[America]
Waited so long just to be here
And now we're bringing this back to life
Yeah, we're bringing this back to life
Want you to know how I miss ya
And now I got you right by my side
Yeah, I got you right by my side
Locked inside my veins you're in my blood, in my blood
And we're united forevermore
[America/Victoria]
We're staying all night
We never slow down
I think we better do it like we're doing it now
It's been a long time
Since we've been around
So come on, let's keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
Keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it
[Victoria]
Friends like a team and a sucker
We're together we're so alive,
Yeah, together we're so alive
Bend like a jewel let it sparkle
Know that I got your back for life
Yeah, I got your back for life
Locked inside my veins you're in my blood, in my blood
And we're united forevermore
[America/Victoria]
We're staying all night
We never slow down
I think we better do it like we're doing it now
It's been a long time
Since we've been around
So come on, let's keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
Keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
Keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it
All night long
We dancing to this song
We doing it, we going on and on, on and on
All night long
We dancing to this song
We doing it, we going on and on, on and on
[America]
We're staying all night
We never slow down
I think we better do it like we're doing it now
It's been a long time
Since we've been around
So come on, let's keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
[America/Victoria]
All night long
We dancing to this song
Keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
All night long
We dancing to this song
Keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now
We're staying all night
We never slow down
I think we better do it like we're doing it now
It's been a long time
Since we've been around
So come on, let's keep doing it like we're doing it
Doing it like we're doing it now, baby
[America]
Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you're wearing your best clothes
You can't bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain't really good
[Victoria]
If we never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets
[America/Victoria]
We never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets
Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It'll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here
[Victoria]
Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here
Remember everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here
[America/Victoria]
Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Stop your crying
Baby, it'll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here
[Victoria]
We don't talk enough
We should open up
Before it's all too much
[America]
Will we ever learn?
We've been here before
It's just what we know
[America/Victoria]
Stop your crying, baby
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away
We got to get away
We got to get away
We got to get away
We got to get away
We got to, we got to, away
We got to, we got to, away
We got to, we got to, away
7 grudzień, London
Czuję się zdenerwowana przed dzisiejszym wyjściem na scenę. To chyba dlatego, że wyjdę na nią z Harry’m. Zważywszy, że mamy za sobą wspólną przeszłość, a może i dla niektórych również i teraźniejszość, jestem wręcz pewna, że o tym koncercie będzie naprawdę głośno. Pomimo, że prasa rozpisywała się na nasz temat przez ostatnie tygodnie, rozsiewając plotki o wielkim miłosnym powrocie, to nikt nie ma pojęcia, że to tak naprawdę zakończenie pewnego rozdziału, który był piękny, długi, wyboisty ale również bolesny i choatyczny. Dziś nasza wspólna ścieżka z Harry’m rozchodzi się już na zawsze. Nie będzie już odwrotu.
-Gotowa? - patrzy na mnie swoim pięknym uśmiechem, dodając przy tym otuchy.
-Tak. Dziękuję ci, że to ze mną robisz.
-Z nikim innym nie byłoby to tak wyjątkowe jak właśnie z tobą. - podchodzi bliżej, dotykając mojego policzka.
Uśmiecham się, szepcząc do niego:
-Weź mnie za rękę i chodźmy na dawny spacer po raz ostatni.
A potem mnie puść.
-Hello Londyn! To już ostatni koncert bieżącej trasy koncertowej. Wspaniale się na niej bawiliśmy, prawda? Dziś wieczorem jest ze mną gość specjalny. Ktoś kogo podziwiam od bardzo dawna i ktoś, z kim zawszę chciałam zaśpiewać. I dziś się to uda. Przed wami - Harry Styles!
[America]
Don't need permission
Made my decision to test my limits
'Cause it's my business
God as my witness
Start what I finished
Don't need no hold up
Taking control of this kind of moment
I'm locked and loaded
Completely focused my mind is open
All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy
All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy
[Harry/America]
Somethin' 'bout you (She, she)
Makes me feel like a dangerous woman
(She)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
She's the first one that I see
And I don't know why
I don't know who she is (she, she)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout
[Harry/America]
He takes a boat out
Imagines just sailing away (away, away)
And not telling his mates (not telling his mates)
All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy (Wouldn't know what to say)
[Harry/America]
Somethin' 'bout you (She, she)
Makes me feel like a dangerous woman
(She)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
She's the first one that I see
And I don't know why
I don't know who she is (she, she)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
All girls wanna be like that
(She, she)
Bad girls underneath like that
You know how I'm feeling inside
(She)
She lives in daydreams with me (Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout)
And I don't know why
I don't know who she is (Bad girls underneath like that)
You know how I'm feeling inside
(She)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout (She)
[Harry]
Lives for the memory
A woman who's just in his head (just in his head)
And she sleeps in his bed (his bed)
While he plays pretend (pretend)
So pretend (pretend)
[Harry/America]
Somethin' 'bout you (She, she)
Makes me feel like a dangerous woman
(She)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
She's the first one that I see
And I don't know why
(Wanna do things that I shouldn't)
I don't know who she is (she, she)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
All girls wanna be like that
(She, she)
Bad girls underneath like that
You know how I'm feeling inside
(She)
She lives in daydreams with me (You know how I'm feeling inside, babe)
And I don't know why
(Like that)
I don't know who she is (Be like that)
You know how I'm feeling inside
(She)
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout (She)
[Harry]
I’m in my bed, and you’re not here.
And there’s no one to blame but the drink in my wondering hand.
[America]
‘Cause it wasn’t yours.
[Harry]
Forget what I said, it’s not what I meant, and I can’t take it back,
I can’t unpack the baggage you left.
[America]
When it wasn’t yours.
[Harry]
What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling.
[America]
I needed to hate you to love me.
[Harry]
What if I’m down?
What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you wont talk about.
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling.
[America]
I needed to lose you to love me.
[Harry]
You said you cared, and you missed me too.
And I’m well aware I write too many songs about you.
[America]
We’d always go into it blindly,
I needed to lose you to find me,
This dancing was killing me softly.
I needed to hate you to love me.
[Harry]
What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling.
[America]
I needed to hate you to love me.
[Harry/America]
What if I’m down?
What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?
(to love, love yeah. to love, love yeah. to love, yeah)
I needed to lose you to love me.
I’m falling again, I’m falling again,
I’m falling.
(to love, love yeah. to love, love yeah. to love, yeah)
I needed to lose you to love me.
[America]
You promised the world and I fell for it.
I put you first and you adored it.
Set fires to my forest.
And you let it burn, sang off key in my chorus.
[Harry]
And I get the feeling that you’ll never need me again.
[America]
To love, love yeah. To love, love yeah. To love, yeah.
I needed to hate you to love me.
To love, love yeah.
To love, love yeah.
To love, yeah.
I needed to lose you to love me.
[Harry/America]
What am I now?
What am I now?
What if you’re someone I just want around?
(to love, love yeah. to love, love yeah. to love, yeah.)
[America]
And now the chapter is closed and done.
[Harry]
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling.
[America]
And it’s goodbye,
It’s goodbye for us.
I choć tłum był głośny i pełen szczęśliwych okrzyków, to obydwoje czuliśmy swego rodzaju ból w sercach.
Ostatnie słowa piosenki były przepowiednią na przyszłość.
TO POŻEGNANIE.
TO POŻEGNANIE DLA NAS.
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